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Passing On

Sun Apr 19, 2009, 4:46 AM
  • Mood: Miserable
I think my heart might have just been completely destroyed.

After moving about halfway across the country from my home, leaving everyone I cherished behind, being branded the new girl at school and practically out-casted, could it get much worse?

Yes.

The man whom I've had the closest relationship to out of EVERYONE in my entire life just died, and I'm stuck halfway across the country from him. My Pepe treated me like I was special, he was more like a father to me than my own ever will be, and I've lost him...I didn't get to say goodbye, to tell him I love him, nothing. I've lost all of that. The only thing I have of him now is my middle name, I was named after him because he called me his miracle, after I "saved his life". I'm not sure how I will survive through this but I must, for him.

I love you Pepe, ~RIP Paul Michel Poirier~

Quizzes cuz im BORED

Fri Feb 13, 2009, 5:03 PM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: music
ONE - Spell your name without vowels: Rbcc Mchl Prr
TWO - Are you single?: no
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: 17
FOUR - What color do you wear most?: black, gray, red
FIVE - Least favorite color?: yellow
SIX - Favorite candy?: jaw breakers :D
SEVEN - What do you smoke?: ...
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: nope
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: when I was little Shirley Jane Temple
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: french
ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/Aero/Abercrombie?: no
TWELVE - How do you make money?: working, babysitting
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?: Lauren or Kim
FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school?: SHHS
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?: maybe?
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?: Bitch
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?: special Rocketdog flats
EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?: no
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?: anywhere but here
TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?: nothing really
TWENTY ONE - Do you have a crush on anyone right now?: unfortunately

HONEST SECTION:
Honestly, what's on your mind right now?: more like what isnt
Honestly, what are you doing right now?: listening to music and doing this quiz
Honestly, have you done something bad today?: duh
Honestly, do you watch disney channel today?: no
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: Blondie
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: shit yea
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: my ass of a "father"
Honestly, do you bite your nails?: yes, when im nervous
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: yes
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?: mhm
Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like?: yes
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THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?: yes
Can you dance?: uh idk i guess
Can you do a cart wheel?: ya
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: never tried
Can you whistle?: yes
Can you wiggle your ears?: no
Can you wiggle your nose?: ya
Can you roll your tongue?: yes
Can you make a clover with your tongue?: um
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ANGER SECTION:
What do you do when you’re mad?: it depends
What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad?: dont go there
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: yes
Do you swear when you’re mad?: i swear ALL the time to begin with!
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CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: yes
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: yes
Ever cried on your friend’s shoulder?: yes
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: yes
Ever cried over the same sex?: yes
Do you cry when you get an injury?: not usually
Do certain songs make you cry?: no
Do certain movies make you cry?: no
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HAPPY SECTION:
Are you usually a happy person?: so-so
What makes you the happiest?: being with friends
Does being with your friends make you happy?: most of the time
Do you believe in yourself?: not at fucking all
Do you wish you were happier?: maybe
Is being happy overrated?: pretty much
Can music make you happy?: yes
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HATE SECTION:
Do you actually hate anyone?: yeah
Ever made a hit list?: uh no
Have you ever been on a hit list?: haha more than likely :D
Are you a mean bully?: no
Do you hate George Bush?: i guess
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SELF ESTEEM SECTION:
Is your self-esteem extremely low?: yes
Are you good looking?: no
Do you wish you could be someone else?: usually
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LOOK AT ME:
What is your current hair color?: reddish brownish
Current piercings?: ears
Have any tattoos?: want
Straight hair or curly?: Curly- SADNESS
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CURRENTLY WEARING:
What shirt are you wearing?: a Jack Skeleton shirt
Shoes?: none
Necklace(s)?: emergency medical necklace
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HAVE YOU EVER:
Hugged someone?: yea
Been on the phone until the sun came up?: mhm
Laughed so hard you cried?: yep
Got in a fight with someone?: yes
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THE LAST:
Person you talked to in person?: Yinzee
Person you talked to online?: Claire
Person you hugged?: Yinzee
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RANDOM:
Do you like surveys?: sometimes
Do you get along with your parents?: not rlly
Do you have mental breakdowns?: yeah
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CURRENT:
Current mood: i dont know
Current music: my playlist
Current hair style: flat ironed, hanging over left eye
Current thing I ought to be doing: :shrug: nothing?
Current windows open: DeviantArt, Facebook, Playlist thiny
Current desktop picture: pictureesss
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THE DIDS:
Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?: xD when i was really little over blocks
Did you ever run away from home?: no, tried/wanted too
Did you ever want to be a doctor?: no
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?: yes like my mom
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THE DOS:
Do you know how to swim?: yes
Do you like roller coasters?: Love Them!
Do you own a bike?: yes
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: probably not *im a veggie*
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THE DOES:
Does hair loss run in your family at all?: no
Does your car get good gas mileage?: dunt have one, too young
Does your family have family picnics?: no
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THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: yes
Have you ever been to the ocean?: yes
Have you ever painted your nails?: yes
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THE HOWS:
How tall are you?: 5'3ish
How much money do you have on you right now?: idk
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THE LASTS:
Last thing someone said to you?: no idea
Last thing you said out loud?: uuhhh... i forgot
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THE WHATS:
What are you listening to?: music
What is the weather outside?: cold and icey
What radio station do you listen to?: i dunt listen to the radio
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: ...i havent been to a restaurant in forever!
What was the last thing you had to drink?: no clue
What was the last movie you watched?: Wall-E

Do you sleep in your bra?
sometimes

Do you enjoy drama?
sometimes, not usually

Are you a girly girl?
god no

Last person you hugged?
Yinzee

Small or big purses?
neither

Do you dress up on Halloween?
no

Are you double jointed?
mhm

Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
on a balcony

Has anyone touched/smacked your butt?
yes...

Last person you hung out with?
Yinzee

Do you call anybody by their last name?
i dont think so

How many guys will read this just because it says Lady Survey?
je ne sais pas.

Do you wear makeup?
only if i need to

Ever cried at a movie theater?
no

Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth?
yes

Have you ever been called a bad influence?
yes

Eyeliner or Mascara?
uh if i have to, mascara

American Eagle or Hollister?
neither

Heels or flats?
Both :heart:

Skirts or jeans?
jeans

Socks or leggings?
socks

Hoodies or jackets?
HOODIES!!

Heels or sneakers?
heels

Straight or curly hair?
preferably straight

Hoops or Dangling earrings?
both

Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
dark

Are you currently frustrated with a guy?
no

Do you have a best friend that’s a guy?
a few

Have you ever had your heart broken?
yes...

Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
no

Do you like your life?
no

Ever walked into the guy's bathroom?
no

Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
yes!

Have you ever been naked in public?
uh NO!

Would you ever tell someone you loved them even though you didn't?
no

Have you ever slapped a man in the face?
yea

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
yep

Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
YES!!!

Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater”?
uh idk

Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
yes

Do you ever wish you were famous?.
yes...

I am 75% retarded

Mon Feb 9, 2009, 4:18 PM
  • Mood: Agony
  • Listening to: Eminem
Add your points up & multiply by 5
2- Repost as " I am __% retarded "
3- Tag 3 people

1. [x] You have choked on water before.

2. [x] You have tripped down the stairs before. - haha I professionally trip down stairs

3. [x] You have walked into a door.

4. [x] You have pushed a door the wrong way.

5. [x] You have walked into a wall.

6. [x] You have fallen going UP the stairs. - I do this professionally too

7. [x] You have jumped off something.

8. [x] You have been electrocuted.

9. [x] You have put metal/aluminum in the microwave. - OOPS!

10. [x] Right after a commercial comes on you forgot the show you were watching.

11. [x] You have forgotten something that someone said.

12. [ ] Your friends/family call you blonde a lot.

13. [x] You barely ever understand stuff/jokes, or it takes a long time to figure them out. - Some of the time :D

14. [x] You have been bleeding and not even noticed it. – Yea

15. [ ] You've worn something backwards/inside out the whole day without knowing it.

16. [x] You have stuck a fork/knife in a toaster before. - Yay MIKEY!

17. [x] You have played with fire. - My inner pyro :D

18. [ ] You have thought USA was a state.

19. [ ] You've stepped on a flat iron / curling iron / straightener.

20. [ ] You had to write this down or use a calculator or use your fingers to figure out your answer of how retarded you are.

I'm 75% A RETARD!!! YAY! *retarded dance*

Tagged Again

Thu Feb 5, 2009, 8:40 PM
  • Mood: Agony
  • Listening to: meh playlist...
Tagged By :iconsweet-grape-muffin:

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc., on "Shuffle".
2. For each question, press the "Next" button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Tag 6 people.


Are you male or female?
Heartbreaker - Led Zeppelin [...true I'm a female]


Describe yourself!
Gold Digger - Kanye West [...]


What do people feel when they're around you?
Back At Your Door - Maroon 5 [yay for senselessness]


Describe your current relationship
Time To Dance - P!ATD [:dance:]


Where would you like to be now?
Home - Three Days Grace [I am home tho]


How do you feel about love?
Toxic - Britney Spears [I guess that fits somewhat]


What's your life like?
Permission - Sixx:A.M. [uh more like hell]


What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
I Want A Hippopotamus For Christmas - Dr. Demento [:rofl: I DO!]


Say something wise:
Courtesy Call - Sixx:A.M. [I guess that could be wise]


If someone says "is this okay?" you say:
The Bird And The Worm - The Used [...haha]


How would you describe yourself?
Misery Business - Paramore [um]


What do you like in a guy/girl?
Sexyback - Justin Timberlake [:lmao:]


How do you feel today?
Hurt - Christina Aguilera [pretty fucking much]


What is your life's purpose?
Never Too Late - Three Days Grace [I don't think this is very good at shuffling]


What is your motto?
A Town Called Hypocrisy - Lostprophets [...]


What do your friends think of you?
Money Maker - Ludacris [O_O]


What do you think of your parents?
What Goes Around...Comes Around - Justin Timberlake [ ]


What do you think about very often?
Broken Hearts And Torn Up Letters - Lostprophets [um]


What is 2 + 2?
Love Me Dead - Ludo [Actually it's 1 according to Lauren]


What do you think of your best friend?
Dirty Little Secret - All American Rejects [ ]


What do you think of the person you like?
I Hate (Everything About You) - Three Days Grace [In a way yes]


What is your life story?
I'm Not Ok (I Promise) - My Chemical Romance [It is!]


What do you want to be when you grow up?
I Just Wanna Live - Good Charlotte [ ]


What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Crushcrushcrush - Paramore [More like :glomp:]


What will you dance to at your wedding?
Don't Cha - The Pussycat Dolls [Haha I would!]


What will they play at your funeral?
Dead - My Chemical Romance [Haha they should]


What is your hobby/interest?
Do It Well - Jennifer Lopez [Weird ass video]


What is your biggest fear?
Unfaithful - Rihanna [Sorta]


What is your biggest secret?
I Kissed A Girl - Katy Perry [Truth]


What do you think of your friends?
Role Model - Eminem [Haha]


What will you post this as?
Never Again - Kelly Clarkson [Nah]

No!...I got tagged.

Mon Feb 2, 2009, 6:25 PM
  • Mood: Agony
  • Listening to: meh playlist...
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

---:hug:---

1. I'm really excited for my move 'cuz I can't wait to never see some people again

2. I WANT TO BE TALL!

3. 2 of my favorite shows in the world are baby shows :lmao:

4. I'm getting 4 piercings and dying my hair new colors before I start at my new school

5. I am Bi and blond girls are seriously my weakness :D

6. Uh I'm pretty sure this guy from my latin class is unhealthy obsessed with me...I have proof too...

7. I burst out in song and dance at very random times

8. I can go from Nice to Bitch in .0001 seconds, watch the hell out!

I tagged,
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